𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗜𝗧 𝗪𝗘𝗡𝗧 𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗥𝗢𝗦𝗬 𝗕𝗘𝗧𝗪𝗘𝗘𝗡 𝗨𝗦 𝗨𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗟 𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗧 𝗙𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗙𝗨𝗟 𝗗𝗔𝗬

I have never felt so bad in my life, I have heard of people who fall in love and are enjoying every bit of it.

Why then should mine be always different, why do I who is always have to be left heart broken , why do people have to play with my feeling.

What evil on Earth did I do to trust people with my whole heartedly, what? Onyi tell me what wrong did I do? Sandra cried out her red eyes to me .

Barely could I mutter a word, to Sandra because of how surprised I was. 

That fair ,cubby, beautiful and charming Sandra , I knew is now slimer than i am, looking like a diseased.

Her appearance was so clear that something has gone wrong.

Even if you were the devil , you would have compassion on her.

But the only thing I could say was " 𝙎𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙧𝙖 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙?

Hot tears rolled down her cheeks again, as she spoke in cold words.

Onyi, Johnson and I became intimate ,  two years ago, he was one of the nicest persons I have ever met.

He was that charming young guy, every girl could wish for , he looks were so alluring in addition to his physique.

I felt so proud any time I walk with him , coming back from lectures. Sandra said as she gave a fake , slight, side smile and continued,

Johnson was a very caring guy, I can boldly tell you that  no day that passes , that he didn't call me.

No weekend that we wouldn't visit a refreshment pack outside school.

And no two days will pass , with him visiting me in my logde.

And these continued, as our fondness grew more and more until..................................

She paused, and broke down in tears, I drew my chair closer, as I wiped her swollen face with a handkerchief.

Then she managed to look up to me and muttered coldly, 𝙊𝙣𝙮𝙞 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩?

And it went all Rosy between untill that fateful day when  Amanda came.

A Friend of mine , who begged me to be my roommate.

We did come back from lectures together as Johnson normally followed me, then we were now three.

I didn't sense any danger, as days when I wasn't around she could keep Johnson company, until I get back.

Whenever we were going outings, she always begged to follow us.

Gradually, they started talking, 

One side of me wanted to react , while the other side, felt it was just friend of friend .

Little did I know say, Sandra said , as she wiped her tears again.

That it would be the beginning of sorrows 

Onyi to cut , the long story short.

This semester as we returned, the frist welcome I received was a breakup text from Johnson, 

Only to discover that Amanda , as moved to another lodge.

𝗦𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗝𝗼𝗵𝗻𝘀𝗼𝗻! Sandra said , looking both sad and angry.

I quickly sent Johnson a text apologizing for the wrong , that I did not know, but he didn't even reply.

Right now, he has stopped picking my calls or even replying my messages.

I just can't explain how Amanda got his attention, because from no angle is she , finner, intelligent , or is it character?..... NOTHING!

I can swear she used a charm 

Onyii,..... Right now I can't just forgive my self for trusting Amanda as a friend, and to Johnson who ran away with my heart. l promise him a revenge.

Onyii ...I am just to confused right now , I feel like my world as ended.

𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩! ...I quickly interupted her.

Onyii...you don't understand what I have have been passing through for the passed two weeks.

Tears has been my food , sleeping has departed from my eyes , sadness, anger and depression has been my lot.

I couldn't even tell anyone, I have just been dying in silence.

Onyi...tell me who did I offend? As she began to cry all over again.

Then I gently raised up her head, Sandra believe me I understand, I have been in this shoes, I know it really hurts.

Listen to me , there is one thing you need badly right now, that is to 𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗟, I feel the wounds , the are still fresh, you need to heal of it

HEAL? ...HOW? Said Sandra,

Yes, heal ...you can't remain like this forever, you need to move on , with life it has happened, yes it hurts.

Sandra if you kill your self , because of Johnson, he will later in the future still marry another girl ooo

Your feelings have been wounded, but you need to heal to that extent, that when you remember this event that just happened, you can smile , instead of crying ...do you get?

Hmmm....I am seeing sense in what you are saying.... said Sandra.

 𝙮𝙤𝙪 need to 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣 , 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙛𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥, 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙨, 𝙖𝙡𝙨𝙤 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙨 just in case of next time.

# 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

So you out there having these same problem or you know someone , having similar , problem.

You too need to heal of your wounds, the problem with many people is that they pretend they don't have any wounds from the friendship  or relationship.

While they die inside... Accepting the fact that things went the way it went, will go a long way in helping us move on.

Friends come and friends go, and you can't stop them, things go unfair for us.

And you can't stop it. But you can control and manage your feelings when people leave your life.

Want to know how?

Trust you got Value, tell me in the comments section.