LETTING GO

I met Him in my SS2 Second term at first it was all mutual, it's so hard to over look someone so caring and looked so perfect. 

It happened two months after and like that we became best of friends. Well its true all you hear about best friends especially between boy and girl.

So you understand the situation now..

You are wondering what happened? we fell in Love. No! Let me rephrase that I Fell in love with Him.

Worst part? He didn't feel exactly like I did, I loved him too much that I felt like a burden but it was too late.

Have you ever felt like a burden to someone? That’s the worst feeling anyone can have.

He had girlfriend then, her name Jennifer we were close and I felt bad for betraying a friend. But I still couldn’t let go.

Don't judge me if you were in my shoes you would understand. Someone who makes you feel special like you’ve never been in your life.

To cut it short He Loved her. I wasn't Jealous or angry I actually Snatched someone's boyfriend all in the name of Best Friend after all, but that doesn't mean I was happy either.

He started avoiding me, visiting me less unlike before, stopped paying attention and snubbed me most times. I would secretly cry and pretend I didn’t.

And it continued like that until I spoke to myself 

“What is going on? I can’t possibly live like this! This is not me no no !! Am bigger than this, it’s time to move on”.

That was how I woke up from being dumb, Stopped clinging to him and the usual attention I usually give him. At a time we stopped talking at all.

Okay, fine, I snubbed him, avoided him but whenever I did a part of me breaks down, then angry and it continued until we graduated and I still blamed him, it was as if I couldn't let go.

Until I met the person who changed it all, who reciprocated all the ounce of energy I put in and more and I could not be happier, couldn’t be more grateful.

We’ve been dating for 5 years, He proposed last month and  “oh the joy I felt at that moment”.

Am engaged to this handsome and sweet Man I can’t ask for anything better.

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Love goes both ways and until you find the right person nothing will make sense. Sometimes we think the problem is from us.

You have to move on girl you are bigger than whatever you are facing. Look on the bright side.

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